2011年1月28日星期五

电影

因为电影我选择了现在的科目
因为喜欢制作电影
因为喜欢欣赏电影

对我来说
电影应该是娱乐
能纾解压力
百忙中都会想透气说看一部电影

刚来这城市不久时
看电影是我最大的娱乐
常常都更新自己最新上映的电影
以便抽空去一趟

现在
电影便是我的恶梦
从上个学期开始
每个星期都沉浸在电影里
很多朋友都羡慕说
看电影当课程很好

也许你真的不懂
那所谓的‘痛苦’
看电影看到这样痛苦你会想要看下去吗?

不是为了看而看
我们必须分解为什么会有这部戏
它真正要表达的是什么
为什么演员的穿着是这样
为什么用这样的角度
为什么用这样灯光
为什么会有这样的画面

妈呀
有人看电影看到这样辛苦的吗
这学期
这最后一个学期
电影的恶梦又开始了
看来一部黑白电影 Citizen Kane
我人生第一部黑白电影
看完后我的头好痛
因为用脑过度 整部戏又没有色彩
故事情节翻来覆去的

我要毕业了
就不能让我好好过这最后的学期吗

电影
我选择制作
不选择欣赏 可以吗

2011年1月19日星期三

Melon 멜론



My new baby girl named Melon (멜론)
她不爱喝水
不吵不闹
昼夜颠倒
脾气不好
爱咬东西
爱吃瓜子


但她真的很可爱
尤其是在打瞌睡时
听歌就想睡觉
她就是我的宝贝

멜론


2011年1月9日星期日

Epik High- THE SACRIFIED LAMB

Lord, I am drifting apart from you
The Minster’s lying is tearing my ears apart

The roaring lions are smiling
The bible is decaying from the lack of attention
I believe in you, without any doubt I believe in you
Through Your name, we’re building a castle greater than the tower of Babel
They’re killing you

The war-trodden boots are cleaned by the holy water
We’re forgetting it all paying no tax for the government is acquittal from the sin
We pay tithing to the government
The national flag flows through the wind powerfully while the cross withers weakly
The evil forces die away from the gravity

We’re responsible for the sins, when we’re hungry; we chew on the fruit of knowledge

We’re setting fire to the naked forest
This is how much we’re screaming for you
Almighty Lord, where are you?

Is it all a lie that You are Almighty?
Is it all a lie that you are going to rescue us with all your will?

Why did you make us stand when you make us kneel down?
What’s the use of walking when we’re going to be buried under the ground?

With our two hands, the sins go through you
Our dialog is like an open window, please tell us again
When we repent for your forgiveness, we have to wear cold handcuffs

What is the prayer? There is always no answer
Today, I hate you the most
How could you pluck the last leaf of hope?
You are so almighty yet you ignore me
I bet everything you have breathed on, on you

I am attracted to the lost lamb
Until the very end have I called your name
You say that my trust is the key
You get angry, hiding behind the cloud
Today, you get hidden from the dark cloud, no matter what we say
Before I lose all my breath, even the blue sky…


Is it all a lie that You are almighty?
Is it all a lie that you are going to rescue us with all your will?

On this religious war ground,
the devil's heirlooms use the holy blood to till the dusty tombs of God's people
Clouding the vision like nuclear mushrooms to see who gets to put which book in our hotel rooms.
is it the military or the Oedipus complex which kills the holy father for industrial contracts?
Just facts in this hell that we living in ... dear God help us, we are all your children

Even if you say that it is too late, it doesn’t matter to me
Even if you say there’s a higher meaning, I don’t need it

Is it all a lie that You are almighty?
Is it all a lie that You are going to rescue us with all Your will?
Is it all a lie that You are almighty?
Is it all a lie that You are going to rescue us with all Your will?

- By Epik High Vol 4. Remapping the Human Soul (Pt. 1 - The Brain)